7 Feb 2016

thinking too deep might hurt you

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how's 2016 going for you so far?

when I saw the date on the calendar today and realized that day by day  got changed rapidly. it felt like everything was unexpected.Today  got a bad mood. It  made me spend the time to reflect alone in front of laptop, a book in my right side, and smartphone with low battery in my left side, everything feels so quiet.too quite..and it gots me a daydream thinking about,
what should I do with my life?

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 Despite that having a target on what must be achieved in this year, I got worry thinking about can I really make it goal or not? because different with my previous target in the past, this one is a big target. It seems hard. But I know what I want, and I also know how to do it. What I still don't have is an access. And the responsibility of what I have, is become a constraint.

In the world, not all things can happen or do as what we want or expected. When all the things seems difficult, you're going to start thinking discourage. it leads you to desperation. And desperation makes you feel lonely, and the loneliness makes you feel cold.
some people said to just live the life. enjoy it  and do what you wanna do. But is it right?? is it that simple? enlighten me.

The life that you lived is not just about you.  when you want to do what you wanna do, you'll gonna start to think about people. About your family. about your friends,your lovers, about many things. And it is. when you grow up. you grow with responsibility.

Thinking too deep might hurt you. When I despair like this, before I go to deep, I writing. It helps me to calm. And it helps me to relax. To breath. To believe myself again.

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 in order to restore mood and become more calm, warm and enthusiast. I choose to wear an outfit with a touch of orange color :)

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People often describe orange as bright, happy, and uplifting.